Soul Mate

When HE first glanced at me my heart skipped a beat, I felt the deep connection and it scared me…

When HE first glanced at me my heart
skipped a beat, I felt the deep connection
and it scared me…

As the pages of my life unfolded in my heart,
My mind became light out of the dark

How could a woman such as I think to enjoy
this man of my heart; such a man of stature
That has remained from the very start?

Thinking it unfair for him to capture a woman
as I of so many lost years…

Being the son of man of prime and strength,
How could one as I be worthy of such a feat?
I wondered if HE truly knew how my heart beat

Such wasted time I spent, why would HE even
look my way when all I ever did was push HIM
away. How could I think after all I had done,
That I could possibly ever be considered His love?

My mind raced so quickly throughout my years,
How could HE recognize me as one who is dear?
Tears flow at the revelation of His Son as one left
Undone because it was so amazingly true that
He wanted me too!

Layer by layer true, HE peeled away all the lost
Years, hopes and dreams too, that in this life
I thought hope was lost, but amazingly he made
clear, that He paid the final cost that I hold so dear..

Yet in all my doubts and insecurities, I see the
Possibilities, as God is up above watching my life’s
turmoil come undone, could it be that He has
Provided the desire of my heart as a stronghold
And refuge in times of trouble in this son of man
That appears as my double?

Shall I experience only what I have read and
dreamed of?  Or is it true, that I have had eternal love
that existed from times far above?  How can I not
Realize this all along, for it has been a journey
In finding this amazing Love…..

I have wondered if my life was spent in meaningless
Regret thinking that God must be done with me
and I must be worthless yet, yet the Lord finds me
In my lowest place and shows me His amazing
Unmerited Grace….

Again I see His everlasting arms even when I had
Pushed HIM away for HE provided me a New and
Living way…..

I will follow my heart and trust HE is guiding me
from the very start, I will not fear, but follow HIS lead
so dear….

So this new man that I see in my view, who I will learn
To trust and obey too, Lord I will say I do, for you
have won my heart and have put love in me too…….

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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The Greatest Attachment: Obedience!

When you face uncertain odds on your journey to new places, you need to know that God will not load you with weights that you cannot carry!

When you face uncertain odds on your journey to new places, you need to know that God will not load you with weights that you cannot carry!

Although it may ‘feel’ like it is impossible to carry; “But au contraire beloved!”

“Why?”  Because His yoke is easy, His burden is light,  (Matthew 11:30).

Many of you are recently moved into a new place, in unfamiliar territory.  Don’t worry, and don’t fret, because you’re going to be okay!

Regardless of what you face, even when it feels like you have lost everything, ‘including your health and sanity!’  LISTEN clearly beloved!!  There is a higher purpose by design.

God is downsizing us, as a highly trained boxer!

Begin to look at oppressive resistance or ‘down right rejection,’ from others, as opportunities to exercise your faith and grow; do not take it personally!

You were created for greatness in the hand of God!  Begin to weave and move in and out through the obstacles of words, actions, and seemingly hindrances; like going through a military obstacle course.

Keep your blinders on and remain focused straight ahead!  Remember, this is all part of a divine plan!

Regardless of what we go through, we’re going to be Okay!  We were prepared for this hour, this day, and this moment, by God himself.

He knew you before you were even conceived.  God has planned your steps, course and future!

You’re going to make it, rest in it and you’re going to be Okay beloved!

Feelings are not faith.  Feelings are deceitful; we cannot trust even our own feelings beloved.

“Why?”  Because we even deceive our very own selves.  Our walk is a walk of faith; it has nothing to do with feelings.

”Faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen,”   Hebrews 11:1.

Regardless of the source or the outcome, we receive guidance and direction along life’s highway.

This keeps us trusting the foundation that we stand on and the new boundaries of our purpose.

In good times and bad we search for that rock Christ Jesus, who causes, “all things do work together for good to those who love God and are called according to His purpose,”   Romans 8:28.

I keep hearing, “Travel light, keep it right, and keep it simple.”

We are in God’s army now and we answer to a higher authority.

We are on his time clock; ready in a moments notice to deploy.  He clocks us in and clocks us out.

We are in the timing of the LORD’s purpose.  He sends His good soldier one way and another a different way. Not everyone will walk in your footsteps; neither can your boots fit them.

I am not talking about, ‘Cinderella’s glass slippers either!’  You are fit for the masters use!

These steps and boots are specifically made for YOU!  Don the combat boots in preparation for taking the ‘gospel of peace’ to where your feet take you; to your whole world!

We are not to be controlled and attached to the things of this world that keep us from obedience to God.  These things will weigh us down and keep us from the masters use.

I am not saying it is easy.  There are times that ‘the press and the stretch’ will feel like it will take our very last breath.  It is hard when we must face something or someone in our life that is really dear to us.

Abraham faced a difficult circumstance when the LORD told him to sacrifice his son Isaac.

Can you imagine the gambit of emotions he must have gone through?  Abraham’s faith was stretched to the max and it cost him something near and dear to his heart.

However, we know that Abraham was tested, but he proved his heart was set on obedience to the Father.  With Abraham, there was nothing in this life he held so dear that would cause him to disobey God,   (Genesis 22).

We can get too attached to things, especially those we love.  Nothing can come before God; no idol of person, place, or thing.

We must realize we are stewards over the things God gives us.  What God gives, makes us accountable and responsible for them.

That includes our spouse, our children, or anything that He gives us.  God is a jealous God and He is to be first in our lives.

We answer to God first, not a person.  We must not love anything or anyone more than our love for God; including family and loved one’s.

We must learn to attach and cling to our God who never changes.

“Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
And a man’s foes shall be they of his own household.
He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.
And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.
He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.
He that receiveth you receiveth me, and he that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me,”
   Matthew 10:34-40 KJV.

After every elevation or promotion, comes greater strengths but also more accountability and responsibility for what we have attained.

Don’t take rejection or resistance personally. In fact, we must have resistance training to stretch and grow.

Sometimes, resistance and rejection can be a new door of opportunity.  God has the map route planned out.

He has gone before us and he will prepare us through all sorts of events, trials, and tribulations.  We can yield to the process or we can remain stuck, by going around the mountain forty more years.

Realize that the LORD will allow a ‘provoking’ to come to us.  God knows our heart condition, but He wants us to know our own heart in humility.

This provoking is to get our compromised heart attitudes and issues that will cause us to ‘react to a reaction, to get us to action!’

This process will bring our compass back into correction.  Then we will hear the sound of His voice and the command of heaven: TO MOVE OUT!

Continue on the path, even if it seems array and so unfamiliar and new.

Trust Him, don’t be afraid and put one foot in front of the other; you’re going to be okay!

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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Hope Deferred Makes The Heart Sick

Do you feel totally exhausted, extremely agitated and frustrated to the point of total mental, physical and spiritual failure?

Do you feel totally exhausted, extremely agitated and frustrated to the point of total mental, physical and spiritual failure?

Does it feel so much different than you have ever experienced?

Are you facing another trip around the mountain in the desert?

Are the frustrations in your ministry, job, home, family or any other life situation beyond anything you have ever felt?

There is a reason!

God in his mercy is allowing such pressure to bring us to the breaking point.  He is very serious about his love and deep concern and purpose for us!

He will not allow you to press through into the next stage until His work in us has been completed in this one.

The pressure has frustrated you for a very long time, not realizing the source has kept you chained to things you do not comprehend.

These things are being made manifest and suddenly you are getting glimpses of things you thought were dealt long ago.

Things that have kept you stuck to past failures and loss.  You haven’t understood the deep grief, sorrow and mourning of soul.

However, the pressure is bringing deep rooted issues to the surface.  You have not understood what to do as you are desperate and feel like you are going down, drowning to the point of death, grasping at anything or anyone that you feel can help you.

This great disappointment has surfaced in areas that have cost you family, friends and opportunities.

As you see the glimpses surfacing, it brings great mental pain and anguish like you felt so long ago when the events initially happened.

What’s worse is you are not able to rectify the situations of those who were deeply hurt and are no longer there.

You have been haunted by deeply embedded mistakes.  What had stressed you manifested physically and became stress to others.

Realizing the facts, caused deep remorse.  It caused you to back away because you do not want to damage others.

We become jaded to life and to those who truly want to help us because of preexisting conditions.

You have carried a deep seated root in your heart unrealized.  You knew something was wrong but never fully comprehended till now.

To even think of trusting and surrendering to another causes great shaking.

Due to the past wounds, you fear those who are in authority and it is scaring you to look at what you think God is saying to you.

You think these will will be like all the other’s.  Yet in all the fear and confusion, deep down you really want to begin again, for your destiny cries deeply within!

Even in such vexation of heart and mind, the vestiges of pride surface.  You don’t want to admit you need help.

Humility and obedience open the door; faith drives it all fear away, for faith worketh by love.  Reach out for help, he is standing at the very door.

Your heart has carried great disappointment, sadness and disillusionment, feeling like you have been disqualified due to loss of time and hope.

He is here to establish and heal you beloved; trust Him today.

“Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life,”   Proverbs 13:12 KJV.

It is God’s will and desire to deliver and heal you today.  In the depths of your very soul make a move towards what you believe He is saying.

Trust Him and stop worrying about what people think about you.  Don’t be afraid to reach out to whom God shows you.

God has not stripped you of your rank, He wants us stripped of every weight that so easily besets us.

He may have removed your authority of that rank for a season, but He never removes His gift.  It is his love that desires you to be free.  He has come to set the captive free.

If you continue to think of the past about people and what you were, you will chase the wind and reap the whirlwind.  Let go and let God!

Like the caterpillar shrouds itself in a cocoon in seemingly death of what it was, the process must be complete before newness can come.

Take a step of faith, step out of the boat and test the waters.  Show God and everyone that you are going for the motherload!  You are headed for destiny or bust!

Throw fear aside and prepare to enter into who you really are!  You have come to a place of exhausting all possibilities.  There are no more options for expansion and you are no longer that same person nor are the others the same.

Let go and enter into who you really are.  You cannot be happy being someone you’re not.

Life is life and each of us choose how to live it.  We must choose how to find our niche in life no matter how many mistake and how old we are.

Age has nothing to do with it, it is obedience.

We have God given gifts to pursue in our lives as we pursue HIM.  New things requires a new beginning of a new beginning.

Some giftings are ministry some are secular, but regardless, the gifts and callings of God are without repentance.

As we learn these principles to pursue his plan, we find out with excitement, that our whole life can be reinvented!

Even like the emergence of the butterfly from a shrouded tomb.  Even if we did one thing all our lives, God has another work for you!

Never forget HE has the final say and we are to set our face as flint to seek Him always, for He is our first gift, our first ministry and our first Love.

Let Him love you today!

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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Confederacy, Union and ‘As One’!

God has a design for our life and knows every step we must take. Our hearts and motives are laid bare before God.

God has a design for our life and knows every step we must take.  Our hearts and motives are laid bare before God.

There are things we hide behind that we don’t even realize.  When things seem so strange and I cannot pinpoint it; I get confused, it usually signals that I am getting exhausted.

Because of exhaustion and not having time to build up my own reserves, I become susceptible to enemy attacks.

Unknown or forgotten motives of our heart can sometime be pricked because of our hidden issues, especially when we have no idea that we harbor any measure of grudge, unforgiveness, things we thought were resolved.

We may need to seek greater resolutions with our brothers and sisters for healing. Forgiveness doesn’t mean we have to agree with their point of view or walk with them.

We can have times when we thought a wound was healed, and we are shocked that we didn’t realize that scar can be aggravated and inflamed.

Even from thinking it was long ago resolved, then the shock and reality of what we are feeling now!  Having to face it now after all these years?

There are levels of healing we go through when God knows we are ready for them.

God knows our heart and motives, even if we do not.  He knows us better than we know ourselves.

I may not understand why I react a certain way, or why I feel so bound, but I have learned that God’s Word is not bound.  God knows where we are on His timeline.  Trust Him beloved.

God brings hidden things to the surface because He wants resolution and healing so we can move forward into His perfect will.

When we come across this type of thing, God wants to take us deeper in healing and placement in the body making us one heart, mind and one accord.  For when we love each other, we love God.

At times we have hidden our hearts.  Wounds have a way of joining in with others who agree with our wounds.  This is only step one in woundedness.

When step two in woundedness happens, that causes us to separate further with division opening us up to step three; religion.  I am not saying it is always the case.

When we respond to what takes us away from God’s will and His people, it is not God’s way.  We are to pray with a pure heart with pure motives.

Do we always handle things that way?  Is it perfect?  NO!  Are we to strive for the mastery?  Yes!   He wants His body to be one.

Yes, we move on the path for our feet and do our best to forgive and let them go.

I know everyone doesn’t fit together.  I am talking about those of us who are tender hearted and pricked in the heart about lost relationships.

Our part of our healing is to pray, forgive them, loose them and let them go, with our blessing.

I humbly submit this exhortation of our Lord Jesus, to those who hear what the Spirit is saying to the churches.  I don’t know what all has happened with people.

God keeps me from becoming too close to any group or any individual.  He will not let me read other prophecies or words unless He specifically leads me to them.

As for me, He wants what I say to be pure and not be motivated or influenced by man.  It is rare that I read many words from others.  Seriously, only after I post a word does He allow me to read the responses and confirmations that come my way.

Being loyal is first to God, then to stand with our beloved brethren and to try our best to help bring healing.

Division comes, and we must guard against it.  However, it is often one way the gospel is pushed out into other places regardless of how it happened.  Paul and Barnabas parted ways due to a sharp disagreement.

And the contention was so sharp between them, that they departed asunder one from the other: and so Barnabas took Mark, and sailed unto Cyprus; And Paul chose Silas, and departed, being recommended by the brethren unto the grace of God.  And he went through Syria and Cilicia, confirming the churches,”   Acts 15:39-41.

We learn and grow and then we outgrow our placement and move on.  Not all will remain with you.

God moves people where He wants them.  We are not to attach ourselves to man, but be connected with each other and respect one another and each of our boundaries.

We must guard against those who seek to attach to someone, when it isn’t with the right motive.  This behavior is typical for someone who recognizes the gifts which they also want

If not taught properly, this focus (on gifts of another) can become a form of idolatry and invite Jezebel in.  We are free and we each are individuals who have our place.  We seek Him for that place, and yes, we respect leaders.

Our enemy is satan and our enemies are demons, and they use people.  We need to remember that when we shoot a arrow, that it is aimed rightly and it hits the demon and not the person.

There is a civil war raging within the church.  Let us remember freedom is never free, it cost many lives for the freedoms we enjoy.

As intercessors and prayer warriors, we understand the battle and we must become sharp and aim at the right targets.

Even seasoned intercessors or warriors can become burned out.  We get tired, worn out, intolerant, judgmental, become religious or legalistic, because we move further away from dependence on God alone.

Then we slip on the slippery slope being susceptible to the voice of the enemy.  What we then begin doing is relying on fumes, instead of being energized by the Holy Spirit.

Once this happens, the works of the flesh will take us further away from dependence on God alone.  When you get to this place, THEN is the time to pull away from everything, everyone and press into the LORD.

Retreat is God’s method of order, beloved!  Learn when to pull away; watch for signs.

In this hour, as we yield, abiding in the LORD’s presence, we must be so sharp with God’s Word as to be able to rightly divide the word of truth and to use the Word of God as our weapon against our demonic enemy; not against our brother.

Harvest is upon us and people get saved and free!  However, immediately, well meaning people then try to put us under their specific type of bondage.

Confederacy and Unity

A confederacy is a political union.  For example; a group of conspirators banded together to achieve some harmful or illegal purpose.  © vocabulary.com.

The southern confederacy held bids and catered to the shareholders on their plantations that were worked by the purchase of slaves.  In American history, this was the stench of our nation’s history; the slave trade in our nation.

These southern state soldiers were also referred to Rebels.

Are we free or are we enslaved with a yoke of slavery?

We must learn how to be free ourselves, for then we can set the captives free.

“For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft and stubbornness as idolatry,”   1 Samuel 15:23.

As Christians, we fight for the freedom of our brethren and those who need to be saved, and bring them into UNION; the unity of the faith, in Jesus’ Name!

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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