Too Shallow for Words!

My heart is His Tablet; not of brick and stone, nor of flesh or bone, but my creator’s will I carry deep within my soul.

My heart is His Tablet; not of brick and stone, nor of flesh or bone, but my creator’s will I carry deep within my soul.

If only one truly knew of this place I found deeply in you, the place where Spirit meets soul and swirls in sequence as an aquatic dance.

When we merge in beat, He leads and dances whimsically so abundantly never the same, as He is vast and no one can know Him fully. He meets knowing every thought, mood or silent words within, He reads them eagerly as it is a legacy all to Him.

Knowing Him deeply is too shallow for words, for each of His creation master pieces are unique, even of their very own.

He delights in seeing desire budding,  He delights to see what will come of thee.

He delights in seeing His creation choosing and evolving in love, desiring to dwell with Him by having thy heart solved, for thy heart to be etched in stone is the greatest story ever told.

To know Him is to truly love Him, where there is no beginning and no end.

Life truly begins when you find that place when you merge with His face in the secret place.

No height, depth nor width, no earthly desire will never end what I share in knowing My creator so rare.

As I swim deeper, something deep within, causes my spirit to groan for that deeper place, it is ALL I am!

With my whole heart I lose time and all space, where only He and I know the exact place, but no one can truly understand the intimate plan of the divine.

One at best can only describe it to others as the secret place.  I learn of this new vast place, that abiding each time cannot erase.

As I learn to abide, each time as the day rise, each space, and mistakes I have found amazingly and profound!  That He gives me new ground to begin each day, for a new beginning in this day of grace.

No physical or spiritual cage or prison can keep me from truly living.  I long to hear His spirit responding to my tear.

There is no measure for the pleasure I gain, dwelling in him again and again.

In the depths, after the life lesson steps, I try desperately to gain that place that only my soul can see. It is that place of seeming obscurity.

To search His heart, there can be no dark, for in bearing through all the limitations, there is light.

He becomes my morning star so bright and clear.  How can one delight so true, deeply in a seemingly small pool, yet when I delight in Him alone, He promises me the victors crown.

To know Him is my greatest quest, even in a seemingly small place.  None can compare, only limited by prayer, for within the mark of the high cost, scales cannot measure or balance out, any loss, for He is so deep, wide, and stout; there is no doubt.

His secrets and truth are a torch.  He doesn’t open up for just anyone but to those whom He trusts.

The secrets of the Heart of the Father are precious moments in time and space while you may begin to seek Him through the lattice to come away………

Who can compare?

Who can compare?

For though I am locked in this prison as a bird in a cage, He visits me all the same.

For nothing in this life can keep me bound, for His Word is not bound. Amen!

“Wherein I suffer trouble, as an evil doer, even unto bonds; but the word of God is not bound,”   2 Timothy 2:9 KJV.

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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Surrender Through HIS Process!

For a couple weeks now, I have felt grieved in my body and I could hear crying inside of me and I kept asking the LORD what it was and what was wrong.

For a couple weeks now, I have felt grieved in my body and I could hear crying inside of me and I kept asking the LORD what it was and what was wrong.

Today He helped me understand a lot more.

I had a vision,

I saw the LORD’s Hand squeezing an enlarged heart like a sponge, but instead of it dripping blood, it was being transformed and dripping the Oil of Gladness and of Great Compassion.

Then I saw the heart being squeezed and what appeared, was the washing of the Water of the Word.

I also saw the person, as this squeezing took place.  Each time the heart was squeezed, the person would breath in deeply and then would shed tears….

This was an intense process, and one that had to be done to finalize.

“Thou hast loved righteousness, and hated iniquity; therefore God, even thy God, hath anointed thee with the oil of gladness above thy fellows,”   Hebrews 1:9 KJV.

“and let them make haste, and take up a wailing for us, that our eyes may run down with tears, and our eyelids gush out with waters,”   Jeremiah 9:18 KJV.

Washington in boatI also see a vision like of the boat that Washington used crossing the Delaware River, but instead of a red, white and blue flag, there was a deeper meaning.

I saw a superimposed realm in which I could see that there were two flags.

But in this vision, the LORD allowed me to focus and see the brilliant white flag in the head of the boat.

The flag was without spot wrinkle or any blemish as Washington faced a new land and territory.

I knew in the vision that the white flag meant moving forward with absolute surrender to the will of God.

Washington prayed and surrendered to the LORD’s will in crossing over that river and the trek that God led him to do.

The Word of the LORD:

“I AM yearning for you My Beloved, yearning to clothe you as I have squeezed your heart of great compassion and in the shedding of My Blood I conquered death, hell and the grave for eternal life.

You haven’t understood some things, and you haven’t learned from books or theories, but from dwelling in Me richly and boldly.

Yes, you have felt lonely in this temporal life, but I have caused you to learn of Me through the identity of My son in the fellowship of the sufferings beloved.

These tests of the hidden places of the heart are the places where I dwell in you richly.

Yes, you have identified with me but have only tasted only a very small portion of the anguish of My Heart.  I grieve and anguish over the whole world!

I squeezed your heart and you have identified and learned with great surrender and compassion, how I feel about the whole world.

Even in advancing you and crossing over into the new places of my purpose and mission; I have kept you and will continue beloved.

My banner over you is love and I have kept you and purposed you in total surrender to My Purpose.

My advancing warrior children are found keeping pace in the secret place of the heart of their surrender.

Learning in seeking My Face in childlike grace creates an impenetrable heart that is given only by Me.

A stout measure of fortification and walls of defense are in this place for those in the secret place and you shall know the heart of the matter as you abide there.

In the hearts of innocence and trust, I have proven you in your passion.  I have kept you as your love is pure and simple.

Remaining lowly of heart and remaining childlike will be an impenetrable fortress against the winds and the storms that come to test your resolve.

I have sought after a heart that is true and dear, having a childlike pace that seek My Face.

Being as a child isn’t such a grand place of men’s dreams and desire for accolades, but the retreat to what is simple.

It is there that I AM at ease with those leaning against My breast. Severed away of things that have come your way, knowing too what is more is less, is more of your heart true. 

It is learning to dwell in Me you will depend on me more.

I know that sometimes it can be so utterly alone and dark but, in this obscurity, I AM bringing victory.  I AM bringing you victory and grace in all you do beloved true,” says the LORD.

I believe tears are the response of Jesus through us.

He weeps within and through our tears, so when we feel so alone and feel and hear the weeping within, remember that you have become one with Christ and He abides within you in the fellowship of his sufferings.

The hurt and pain of rejection He feels is magnified much more in the world view.

Imagine the hurt and the pain He has for those who would crucify Him afresh.  When people hurt us, they don’t realize they are hurting Him too.  So, don’t be afraid of weeping and tears, for they are sharing his life through you.

I keep hearing Him say to REST and for those like us.  We struggle with this concept, because we feel we must do something.

Entering His rest is a position, leaning back without thought or care, he leads us there so we will be healed of such trifle thoughts of everyday life and those things he must sever so that we will be grow in a greater degree in all humility.

You are right, not many should strive for high places in man’s accolades.

I pray that God will not give me more or allow anything that would turn my face away from His.  Even if you want to remain hidden for your whole life, what you experience in secret he awards for eternal life.

Being childlike is a goal of innocence.  Don’t hold on to people too tightly anymore.

The great network in so many ways is uncharted territory in reaching the great harvest of souls.  Because of the price don’t seek selfish ambitions, it is not worth it.

Ministry is a goal, not a destination.  So those He sends our way, obey Him, but not man’s ways.

I have heard it so many times before, that many years ago the desire for ministry was strong, but now it is gone.

We must remember that it is all about Him, when He lifts us up to Him instead.

He will give you the grace, but remember the price, it will cost your very life.

Remember Moses thought his best days were behind him.  Keep your focus on God instead of man, so that no idolatry, nor shame as we keep in synchronization with the Master’s plan.

“For I reckon that the sufferings of this present times are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us,”   Romans 8:18 KJV.

“But rejoice, in as much as ye are partakers of Christ’s sufferings; that, when his glory shall be revealed, ye may be glad also with exceeding joy,”   1 Peter 4:13 KJV.

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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Infinite Faith

Beloved, don’t you realize He is right there with you? He will never leave or forsake you.

 

“Jesus saith unto him, ‘Thomas, because thou hast seen me, thou believed: blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed,’”   John 20:29 KJV.

Beloved, don’t you realize He is right there with you?

He will never leave or forsake you.  Yes, you have entered a new realm of His holiness.

You are noticing different things have changed, but you wonder why you can’t feel things like you use to.

Do you remember when Jesus told Thomas to believe?

However, Thomas would not believe until he used all his physical senses to believe.

Once he saw and felt Jesus hands and side; his senses confirmed and he believed. Blessed are those who trust God even when they cannot hear, see or feel.

Faith has nothing to do with our senses, emotions, or feelings.  Faith is a fact!

Faith brings substance to our hope that brings true godly evidence into our world.

Faith is the eternal, mixed with our temporal, that brings the eternal order of facts into manifestation in our destiny.

Emotions cannot be trusted beloved.  Your trust must be in Christ alone who is the hope of glory!

God’s Word is forever settled in heaven and on the earth.  To put trust in any other person, place or thing will cause us to be sidelined by doubt and unbelief.

The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom and the fear of man brings a snare.  Fear God and live beloved!

If you have little mustard seed faith, you can do powerful things through the Holy Spirit!

Heaven and earth will pass away but His word will never pass away.  It is limitless into infinity!

God’s faith in us is forever settled in heaven for every blood bought child of the living God! God’s Word when we believe and speak it, is so powerful! God’s Word has creative power!

God’s Word spoken, created the universe and all that it contains.  God’s Word is never ending; it’s timeless and infinite.

God’s Word is impossible to measure or even fathom.

God’s Word has the same creative power, purpose, force, and destiny in our lives.  The Bible describes it like a fire and a hammer that breaks rocks in pieces.

God’s Word in us is totally complete through His mighty redemptive work done at Calvary!

God’s Word is totally amazing; having supernatural finishing power!

God’s Word is the source of all life physically, emotionally and spirituality; throughout all eternity.

Eternity meets earth, inviting us by His finished work giving us the gift of free choice and free will.

Behold, He stands at the door of eternity and knocks.  If anyone opens that door, eternity enters.

Anytime anyone makes that choice to meet with eternity, it causes a fusion.  There is a split right down the middle in fusion, where man and God become one.

We must make a decision with our free will and choice to accept or reject this freedom.  When we accept our free will and choice, we can then make our final decision becoming fused together at that moment; making the two one.

When you opened that door, by receiving him, you put your trust in Christ; NOW faith is!

Not was, not when, not how, or then!  Now faith is!  You heard him knock on your heart and you opened the door and He came in! You trust Him!

These words became an infinite, creative force within, that many do not understand.

Now faith is, that spiritual substance.  It contains creative power taking you as mortal clay in His infinite hand forming you into His masterpiece.

He has kept you in the palm of His hand and nothing can pluck you out.  Remember beloved, being molded into His masterpiece is an ongoing process, though the works were finished from the foundation of the world.

Being kept in His hand by faith is a fact, even though at times, it may not feel like it.  It doesn’t change the outcome because it is done.  Now faith is beloved!

He is our creator and His DNA make us creative by nature.  He gives us His artistic flare to create what has been, what is, and what will come.

Our vessels are delicate, easily marred, and broken.  Earthly things can always be broken or damaged.

He is always working things together for our good and our benefit.  He will create and mold you into what He desires.

Creative power is given to you by the Holy Spirit.  There is nothing missing, nothing broken.

Beloved, you were known and chosen from the infinite riches of His glory!

Open your eyes and see all the new things!  Now faith is!

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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Cracked, Broken and Impossible?

The LORD says: “I AM at work and My loving kindness is leading many out of wandering in hunger and thirst.”

Many are coming out of the Abyss. 

I AM at work and My loving kindness is leading many out of wandering in hunger and thirst.

I AM dealing with My prodigals and you shall see them from a long way off as I have been wooing them to come back.

Beloved Prodigals, COME FORTH IN JESUS’ NAME!

Shake thyself from the bonds of your neck, and realize you are released.  Sin cannot hold you down, afflictions shall not stop My will in you.

You may think the time of your absence has been too long, and you just accepted and settled in your sin since you feel you can never be free.

You feel life has passed you by and you have nothing left to offer because of the bondage of sin.

Everything has been kept but cannot be restored until you come home beloved child of Mine.

As you move towards Me, the increase of My grace is upon you.  When you feel no worth come home to Me,” says the LORD.

“I say that My favor is upon you, what I started in you, I will be faithful to complete in you.

Even as you read this the longing of your heart is causing great tears of sorrow to arise.  I see you a far off beloved, come unto Me.

Beloved, come home to your Heavenly Father totally today, and I will be faithful to complete what I began in you.

Even as you read this, you have tears of conviction and desire as your tears are emptying out of what has kept you from your portion beloved.

Even as you are reading this, shackles are being broken and your stride is wide and as you see your Father running to you, you begin to run again too.

Satan knows I rest in your Spirit and no matter how he tries to put out your eyes and snuff out your life, he has no power unless you have granted him access to your soul and body.

As you return to your Father’s house, you shall be restored and I will raise you up again beloved.

You shall press in as My Spirit rises in thee, and it is not your strength that accomplishes this, but Me.

Your future shall be great, for you shall push great walls and great pillars down that kept you bound.

The tribulation and anger of your soul shall awaken the hordes of hell to scream in retreat, for what I began I will complete.

When you have no strength, I AM strength!  I make the weak strong.

You cannot fathom to understand the plans I have for you, but in that sudden time, I will move!

I AM moving in vessels that are broken, cracked beyond repair, but the glory in the cracked vessels is not the former glory, but a brand new understanding of completeness in ME!

I AM the head of all principalities, powers, and rulers of darkness.

I decree from your innermost being a rising of My sword.  For as My Word is formed in you, My Word shall become flesh in you!

You have been alone even in the midst of many people for a very long time, yet they do not understand.  However, I understand and you will not be been pushed aside.

Many may walk on by and cross the other side declaring you unfit to carry my word, but I prepared in advance your life, and the plans I have for you include a map of my fire of Glory!

GLORY FIRE will catch on many dead branches bringing radical  Christianity to the U.S.A. and around the whole world.

Even now deception rises, saying that the God of the whole earth is only a God of Love.

I AM also a God of justice and I discipline My children.  I AM also thy Rod and thy Staff.  A child left to himself will be ruined.

My salvation is a finished work; I did it all beloved!  Now it is time to prepare and to proclaim, declare and win many to full discipleship.  I have gone before you and made the way clear.

I knew you before you knew yourself.  I knew you in your mother’s womb.  I know the very thoughts and intentions of your very heart! I seek out the desolate hearts of those who seek My way.

Say not that it is too late, for now I say is the day of salvation!

As cracked vessels beyond repair, you may not look like much or have much education, but I shall take the wisdom of the so called wise and raise up these broken and cracked ones to speak and write My oracles.

These shall be as children in My sight as they delight in the presence of Abba.  It will be seen and said that My cracked broken vessels will experience the Glory Cloud of My presence and My fire will burn up all the wood, hay and stubble till only the raw elements remain of gold, silver and precious stones.

My Levites shall be about the things of My presence.  Your inheritance is ME says the LORD.

Your destiny has been predetermined, for you shall serve me in holiness all the days of your life.

Others may have lots of possessions, and you haven’t.  I AM your INHERITANCE and GREAT REWARD!

Be greatly encouraged My beloved, for you shall lack in nothing you need,”  says the LORD of Hosts!

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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