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When HE first glanced at me my heart skipped a beat, I felt the deep connection and it scared me…

When HE first glanced at me my heart
skipped a beat, I felt the deep connection
and it scared me…

As the pages of my life unfolded in my heart,
My mind became light out of the dark

How could a woman such as I think to enjoy
this man of my heart; such a man of stature
That has remained from the very start?

Thinking it unfair for him to capture a woman
as I of so many lost years…

Being the son of man of prime and strength,
How could one as I be worthy of such a feat?
I wondered if HE truly knew how my heart beat

Such wasted time I spent, why would HE even
look my way when all I ever did was push HIM
away. How could I think after all I had done,
That I could possibly ever be considered His love?

My mind raced so quickly throughout my years,
How could HE recognize me as one who is dear?
Tears flow at the revelation of His Son as one left
Undone because it was so amazingly true that
He wanted me too!

Layer by layer true, HE peeled away all the lost
Years, hopes and dreams too, that in this life
I thought hope was lost, but amazingly he made
clear, that He paid the final cost that I hold so dear..

Yet in all my doubts and insecurities, I see the
Possibilities, as God is up above watching my life’s
turmoil come undone, could it be that He has
Provided the desire of my heart as a stronghold
And refuge in times of trouble in this son of man
That appears as my double?

Shall I experience only what I have read and
dreamed of?  Or is it true, that I have had eternal love
that existed from times far above?  How can I not
Realize this all along, for it has been a journey
In finding this amazing Love…..

I have wondered if my life was spent in meaningless
Regret thinking that God must be done with me
and I must be worthless yet, yet the Lord finds me
In my lowest place and shows me His amazing
Unmerited Grace….

Again I see His everlasting arms even when I had
Pushed HIM away for HE provided me a New and
Living way…..

I will follow my heart and trust HE is guiding me
from the very start, I will not fear, but follow HIS lead
so dear….

So this new man that I see in my view, who I will learn
To trust and obey too, Lord I will say I do, for you
have won my heart and have put love in me too…….

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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The Days Of Opening The Way

The LORD says: “I see the weight you carry and I want you to cast and release all your weight and care to Me.  I want you to be weightless.”

Beloved, I have made you the way you are; you have not been forgotten.

I see the weight you carry and I want you to cast and release all your weight and care to Me.  I want you to be weightless.

As I walked the earth unburdened by things, I carried God’s destiny out till the end.

In leaving no possessions behind, I finished My Divine Plan of Love and carried the divine sentence to this world.

Had the enemy known, he would have left Me alone.  My enemy only advanced until the end, when I said it is finished and he thought he would win.

As I suffered and hung on that rugged cross, I was able to look at what it meant to be forsaken and lost.  Of all the pain and torture I endured, was nothing compared to knowing that His head turned.

Beloved, I was God’s total sacrifice for sin that you will never be separated from ABBA ever again.

I accepted the judgment and weight of the whole world for your soul, so you could receive My grace toll, that I have paid for your precious soul.

I understood your plight and fight in this world but be of good cheer I have already overcome the world.

My mission was to come and pay the cost while I walked seeking and saving the lost.

I became poor that you might be rich.  My desire is that you seek the riches of My presence, for you are My portion, what I treasure most of all.

I have so many realms of glory prepared for your story.

Beloved, I do want you to know, I see your struggles and I know you have felt neglected and deserted, but you are mine.

I always have my mind set on view and I know your thoughts too.  Remember that I reside and abide on the throne of your heart, and will lead you in the way that you shall never depart?

No matter what comes, you shall overcome.

Like an eagle mounts up and stretches her wings on the winds; she finds fulfillment of destiny and dreams precious dreams of delight.

She mounts and soars effortlessly in the oneness of My creations delight.

For in her delight, she was made for such a purpose in her DNA without doubt or delay, as she instinctively always finds her way.

Let go beloved and trust My will for your life, so that you may have effortless flight.

Beloved, I have chosen you by My righteousness and I AM holding your hand.

I have given you a covenant agreement within, to always have in welcoming others in.

My desire is that you present the gift of promise you carry, freely given to those who are ready.

Rise up in travail, birthing heavy the promise.  Yea wail and cry out for this, your destiny awaits.

I will open the womb of Spiritual truth and you will know what to do.  Shall I bring to the moment of birth and shut the womb?

For these are the days, of the opening of the way.  Doors will open as I go before you in my binding decree of heaven.

You shall see this in your dreams, visions with directions on the narrow path, for I AM the Lord of light and you shall see, rejoice, and delight as you release what you carry, says the Lord Of Glory.

Is there anything too hard for Me?”

“Before she travailed, she brought forth; before her pain came, she was delivered of a man child.  Who hath heard such a thing? who hath seen such things?  Shall the earth be made to bring forth in one day?  or shall a nation be born at once?  for as soon as Zion travailed, she brought forth her children.  Shall I bring to the birth, and not cause to bring forth? saith the LORD: shall I cause to bring forth, and shut the womb? saith thy God,”   Isaiah 66:7-9 KJV.

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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The Greatest Attachment: Obedience!

When you face uncertain odds on your journey to new places, you need to know that God will not load you with weights that you cannot carry!

When you face uncertain odds on your journey to new places, you need to know that God will not load you with weights that you cannot carry!

Although it may ‘feel’ like it is impossible to carry; “But au contraire beloved!”

“Why?”  Because His yoke is easy, His burden is light,  (Matthew 11:30).

Many of you are recently moved into a new place, in unfamiliar territory.  Don’t worry, and don’t fret, because you’re going to be okay!

Regardless of what you face, even when it feels like you have lost everything, ‘including your health and sanity!’  LISTEN clearly beloved!!  There is a higher purpose by design.

God is downsizing us, as a highly trained boxer!

Begin to look at oppressive resistance or ‘down right rejection,’ from others, as opportunities to exercise your faith and grow; do not take it personally!

You were created for greatness in the hand of God!  Begin to weave and move in and out through the obstacles of words, actions, and seemingly hindrances; like going through a military obstacle course.

Keep your blinders on and remain focused straight ahead!  Remember, this is all part of a divine plan!

Regardless of what we go through, we’re going to be Okay!  We were prepared for this hour, this day, and this moment, by God himself.

He knew you before you were even conceived.  God has planned your steps, course and future!

You’re going to make it, rest in it and you’re going to be Okay beloved!

Feelings are not faith.  Feelings are deceitful; we cannot trust even our own feelings beloved.

“Why?”  Because we even deceive our very own selves.  Our walk is a walk of faith; it has nothing to do with feelings.

”Faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen,”   Hebrews 11:1.

Regardless of the source or the outcome, we receive guidance and direction along life’s highway.

This keeps us trusting the foundation that we stand on and the new boundaries of our purpose.

In good times and bad we search for that rock Christ Jesus, who causes, “all things do work together for good to those who love God and are called according to His purpose,”   Romans 8:28.

I keep hearing, “Travel light, keep it right, and keep it simple.”

We are in God’s army now and we answer to a higher authority.

We are on his time clock; ready in a moments notice to deploy.  He clocks us in and clocks us out.

We are in the timing of the LORD’s purpose.  He sends His good soldier one way and another a different way. Not everyone will walk in your footsteps; neither can your boots fit them.

I am not talking about, ‘Cinderella’s glass slippers either!’  You are fit for the masters use!

These steps and boots are specifically made for YOU!  Don the combat boots in preparation for taking the ‘gospel of peace’ to where your feet take you; to your whole world!

We are not to be controlled and attached to the things of this world that keep us from obedience to God.  These things will weigh us down and keep us from the masters use.

I am not saying it is easy.  There are times that ‘the press and the stretch’ will feel like it will take our very last breath.  It is hard when we must face something or someone in our life that is really dear to us.

Abraham faced a difficult circumstance when the LORD told him to sacrifice his son Isaac.

Can you imagine the gambit of emotions he must have gone through?  Abraham’s faith was stretched to the max and it cost him something near and dear to his heart.

However, we know that Abraham was tested, but he proved his heart was set on obedience to the Father.  With Abraham, there was nothing in this life he held so dear that would cause him to disobey God,   (Genesis 22).

We can get too attached to things, especially those we love.  Nothing can come before God; no idol of person, place, or thing.

We must realize we are stewards over the things God gives us.  What God gives, makes us accountable and responsible for them.

That includes our spouse, our children, or anything that He gives us.  God is a jealous God and He is to be first in our lives.

We answer to God first, not a person.  We must not love anything or anyone more than our love for God; including family and loved one’s.

We must learn to attach and cling to our God who never changes.

“Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
And a man’s foes shall be they of his own household.
He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.
And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.
He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.
He that receiveth you receiveth me, and he that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me,”
   Matthew 10:34-40 KJV.

After every elevation or promotion, comes greater strengths but also more accountability and responsibility for what we have attained.

Don’t take rejection or resistance personally. In fact, we must have resistance training to stretch and grow.

Sometimes, resistance and rejection can be a new door of opportunity.  God has the map route planned out.

He has gone before us and he will prepare us through all sorts of events, trials, and tribulations.  We can yield to the process or we can remain stuck, by going around the mountain forty more years.

Realize that the LORD will allow a ‘provoking’ to come to us.  God knows our heart condition, but He wants us to know our own heart in humility.

This provoking is to get our compromised heart attitudes and issues that will cause us to ‘react to a reaction, to get us to action!’

This process will bring our compass back into correction.  Then we will hear the sound of His voice and the command of heaven: TO MOVE OUT!

Continue on the path, even if it seems array and so unfamiliar and new.

Trust Him, don’t be afraid and put one foot in front of the other; you’re going to be okay!

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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Hope Deferred Makes The Heart Sick

Do you feel totally exhausted, extremely agitated and frustrated to the point of total mental, physical and spiritual failure?

Do you feel totally exhausted, extremely agitated and frustrated to the point of total mental, physical and spiritual failure?

Does it feel so much different than you have ever experienced?

Are you facing another trip around the mountain in the desert?

Are the frustrations in your ministry, job, home, family or any other life situation beyond anything you have ever felt?

There is a reason!

God in his mercy is allowing such pressure to bring us to the breaking point.  He is very serious about his love and deep concern and purpose for us!

He will not allow you to press through into the next stage until His work in us has been completed in this one.

The pressure has frustrated you for a very long time, not realizing the source has kept you chained to things you do not comprehend.

These things are being made manifest and suddenly you are getting glimpses of things you thought were dealt long ago.

Things that have kept you stuck to past failures and loss.  You haven’t understood the deep grief, sorrow and mourning of soul.

However, the pressure is bringing deep rooted issues to the surface.  You have not understood what to do as you are desperate and feel like you are going down, drowning to the point of death, grasping at anything or anyone that you feel can help you.

This great disappointment has surfaced in areas that have cost you family, friends and opportunities.

As you see the glimpses surfacing, it brings great mental pain and anguish like you felt so long ago when the events initially happened.

What’s worse is you are not able to rectify the situations of those who were deeply hurt and are no longer there.

You have been haunted by deeply embedded mistakes.  What had stressed you manifested physically and became stress to others.

Realizing the facts, caused deep remorse.  It caused you to back away because you do not want to damage others.

We become jaded to life and to those who truly want to help us because of preexisting conditions.

You have carried a deep seated root in your heart unrealized.  You knew something was wrong but never fully comprehended till now.

To even think of trusting and surrendering to another causes great shaking.

Due to the past wounds, you fear those who are in authority and it is scaring you to look at what you think God is saying to you.

You think these will will be like all the other’s.  Yet in all the fear and confusion, deep down you really want to begin again, for your destiny cries deeply within!

Even in such vexation of heart and mind, the vestiges of pride surface.  You don’t want to admit you need help.

Humility and obedience open the door; faith drives it all fear away, for faith worketh by love.  Reach out for help, he is standing at the very door.

Your heart has carried great disappointment, sadness and disillusionment, feeling like you have been disqualified due to loss of time and hope.

He is here to establish and heal you beloved; trust Him today.

“Hope deferred maketh the heart sick: but when the desire cometh, it is a tree of life,”   Proverbs 13:12 KJV.

It is God’s will and desire to deliver and heal you today.  In the depths of your very soul make a move towards what you believe He is saying.

Trust Him and stop worrying about what people think about you.  Don’t be afraid to reach out to whom God shows you.

God has not stripped you of your rank, He wants us stripped of every weight that so easily besets us.

He may have removed your authority of that rank for a season, but He never removes His gift.  It is his love that desires you to be free.  He has come to set the captive free.

If you continue to think of the past about people and what you were, you will chase the wind and reap the whirlwind.  Let go and let God!

Like the caterpillar shrouds itself in a cocoon in seemingly death of what it was, the process must be complete before newness can come.

Take a step of faith, step out of the boat and test the waters.  Show God and everyone that you are going for the motherload!  You are headed for destiny or bust!

Throw fear aside and prepare to enter into who you really are!  You have come to a place of exhausting all possibilities.  There are no more options for expansion and you are no longer that same person nor are the others the same.

Let go and enter into who you really are.  You cannot be happy being someone you’re not.

Life is life and each of us choose how to live it.  We must choose how to find our niche in life no matter how many mistake and how old we are.

Age has nothing to do with it, it is obedience.

We have God given gifts to pursue in our lives as we pursue HIM.  New things requires a new beginning of a new beginning.

Some giftings are ministry some are secular, but regardless, the gifts and callings of God are without repentance.

As we learn these principles to pursue his plan, we find out with excitement, that our whole life can be reinvented!

Even like the emergence of the butterfly from a shrouded tomb.  Even if we did one thing all our lives, God has another work for you!

Never forget HE has the final say and we are to set our face as flint to seek Him always, for He is our first gift, our first ministry and our first Love.

Let Him love you today!

 

In HIS Grace and Mercy,
~ Sherry Edwards Mackey


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